A ton of beautiful women everywhere and I can't seem to get any of them

Today was a nice fall day and I seen a ton of beautiful women. I had to go inside because It got to bee too much for me. It's been over a year since I had sex with a girl or got laid. Sometime I think my poor luck with women has to do with the fact that my mother always tried to control me. My mother turned me into a stiff. At one time in my younger day I was trying to spread my wings and become a accepted member of society but my mother had to make into an out cast. I love my mother because that's all knew and I remembered growing up but sometime I wish i knew something different. My mother never trusted my judgement. I guess she assumed that I was less tougher than the next guy because I'm light skinned and everybody always want to associate being dark skinned with masculinity. My skin tone now is more of a bronze color but when I sit out in the sun for a long time I turn dark. I constantly see good looking women but I just can't seem to get one. I just be wanting to talk to girls but I've been turned down so many time it's seems like there is no hope.If you wanna make me feel better leave a comment for me a comment please leave me.